And when I see you

I really see you upside down








I don't know what happened between you and Jordan.
I don't.
I've been running senario's in my head
and thinking about it
and yes...I'm angry with him
and finally
I'm disappointed with you.
But this is just one of those things
that happens
and We'll get over it.
Friends do that.







I can count Italy on one hand and I have to work today at ten to four thirty. Taylor, John and Addison might stop by which inclined me to look slightly adorable for them.
I got my hair cut...and I'll like it.
But it takes time for me to adjust to change so for right now...I'll just keep asking people if I look like a little boy.
The more I think about it, I'm really happy that I'm leaving for this amount of time..



I need to get over this self-destructive-making-out-almost-having-sex-on-several-occasions
Relationship.






What about the other relationship I've been getting over?

It's taking time,
but slowly
It's happening.





The summer has started.




I guess there's just a part of me
that likes to bring you down
just to keep you around
because as soon as you realize
how amazing you are
you're gonna leave me.