todos los dios it's the same

so i haven't written anything very poetic in a while and that definatly makes me semi upset...but i'm sure the end of this writer's block is near.

on another note.
i put on my claddagh ring again today. it had always looked so haunting with it's black heart and crown facing directly towards me hoping that at any clear moment it could stab me in the deepest part of my heart. I've always hated the idea of being alone, and the fact that I feel like I
can't be alone scares me even more.

Today was something else in many ways.

I was sitting on my bus running my thoughts through my head when I realized that I didn't want to do this anymore. I was living for nothing, and lately [especially in the months past] I've looked to find comfort in another persons' arms and for once the thought of another person (again particularly of the opposite sex) wasn't satisfying at all. It was at that moment that I was ready to once again journey to my jewelry box and figure out why I was so afraid to wear the claddagh with the symbol that said I wasn't dating anyone.

I do not need another person to determine who I am.

I haven't felt like that in over a year.



It's good to get to know me
without a we again.



Signing off,
the girl who will proudly wear her ring tomorrow.