And today was a day just like any other...

I'm a blurry mess of packing and unpacking, lists of all sorts, countdowns, and thoughts of not paying attention. This could take all year.

There are so many things left to be done, but It's unclear why I haven't gotten any of this done beforehand?


the insertion point is blinking



and I won't make this trip about anything
revolving around either of you.




I'm on the verge,
I'm on the verge.





My life is a playlist.

Open house-ing

on a side note.
i'd be super pissed if you made out with him while i'm gone.
like super pissed.
so don't..okay?














open houses are so strange
but so much better when i have a kristoph by my side.
i should go open house-ing with him more often.



things i'm excited for
picnic. picnic. picnic.
monday. monday. monday.
3 days. 3 days. 3 days.

Large Mint Chocolate Chip In A Cup With Chocolate Cone Dip On Top

There was a whippi dip meeting this morning
and I was late.
I got a call from Jessica waking me up saying
"We have a meeting that you forgot about"


I get up,
throw on clothes
and go 75 down grand haven rd.
make it there in about two minutes




I'm eating ice cream and thinking about what it is that i have to do today.




I figure...
It's his open house
You can hit him some other day.









I felt so poetic lastnight.
I'll get back to you on that.

And when I see you

I really see you upside down








I don't know what happened between you and Jordan.
I don't.
I've been running senario's in my head
and thinking about it
and yes...I'm angry with him
and finally
I'm disappointed with you.
But this is just one of those things
that happens
and We'll get over it.
Friends do that.







I can count Italy on one hand and I have to work today at ten to four thirty. Taylor, John and Addison might stop by which inclined me to look slightly adorable for them.
I got my hair cut...and I'll like it.
But it takes time for me to adjust to change so for right now...I'll just keep asking people if I look like a little boy.
The more I think about it, I'm really happy that I'm leaving for this amount of time..



I need to get over this self-destructive-making-out-almost-having-sex-on-several-occasions
Relationship.






What about the other relationship I've been getting over?

It's taking time,
but slowly
It's happening.





The summer has started.




I guess there's just a part of me
that likes to bring you down
just to keep you around
because as soon as you realize
how amazing you are
you're gonna leave me.

I wish was last September, We could lose ourselves in crowds everday

500 dollars for 300 euro-s










I'm losing myself behind my camera lense
and forgetting every note you've ever written me.









She's got the air to float above it

Gossip Whore.

all my relationships
end the same way.




i feel like i'm failing
at life.

cheerfully serving icecream.

I have work in a little over an hour and you know something?



I'm going to be happy and giggly
and smiley all night because
A. Today was the Last day of school
B. I have some sweet pictures to upload
C. Italy is in 6 Days
D. I'm getting my hair cut tomorrow.







I have somethings to figure out,
but all in all





my summer todo list is coming out
quiet nicely.

chopchopchop

tomorrow
is the last day of school.


i'm going out to lunch with john
and on wednesday





i'm getting my hair cut


http://s4.photobucket.com/albums/y128/FarawayGreenEyes/hair/cuts/short%20hair/?action=view&current=61e374f6.jpg



EXCITED.

If I were on the movie pleasantville...

my skin would officially be colorful.








i stayed home most of the weekend and studied.
passed up parties and openhouses.
and studied
and worked
and studied




now i have to study some more





but I'm becoming the person I want to be,


I told God I would read one phrase just to please him...
It went something like this
Job 6:13
Do I have any power to help myself, Now that success has been driven from me?








Good thing I'm not the only one that speaks in riddles.







She looks up at the ceiling and stares for a minute and yells
"Can anyone up there explain this to me..."




end weekend.

What do you even say at an openhouse?

so I'm debating whether or not
I'm going to go to either of your openhouses...




and I think I'm leaning more toward no...



because I doubt that I'd be welcome.








about a billion family members coming over to spend the night
in my yard
and I'm trying my best to get out of here because I don't do well
with the whole..

pinching cheeks
oooing&awwing





signing my death cirtificate
terra jo molengraff
widow of a social life

everytime

I want to kiss you
I hope I remember the picture of you two.
I'll be reminded of exactly what I don't mean to you...










doesn't that sound familar?

A Triangle trying to fit through a circle.

He tried to cut me so I'd fit.

Doesn't that sound that sound familiar?
Doesn't that hit so close to home?
Doesn't that make you shiver?
The way things could've gone.












I'm a little bit better at basketball than I thought.
I have a meeting with mr.mcvoy in first hour.
14 DAYS.

utterly distraught.

It's a good thing I'm dehydrated,
or else I would have enough water to cry.











"This would be a good time to say "I NEED a drink""

You've got so much love in you.

You look like the songs I've heard all my life,
coming true.













Times are changing.