Through Winters Advancing

We'll stay young, go dancing.

go check out the other blog under my google email.

It's basically a play by play of costa tica.

http://throwawaycamera.blogspot.com/

Riddle me this...

Studying for sociology I came upon this little jem...

“Life is, in fact, a battle. Evil is insolent and strong; beauty enchanting but rare; goodness very apt to be weak; folly very apt to be defiant; wickedness to carry the day; imbeciles to be in great places, people of sense in small, and mankind generally unhappy. But the world as it stands is no narrow illusion, no phantasm, no evil dream of night; we wake up to it again forever and ever; and we can neither forget it nor deny it nor dispense with it” - Henry James

Here's for blogs before Costa Rica.

She said to me, "Are you sure you want to be inside, at the library, studying all day during the Summer when everyone will be outside and enjoying the weather."

The thing is, I would rather have my face in a book, lying on a towel, studying for econ in the Diag than I would get high, and waste my day.

-me

Back with happy Mondays, Sleeping in on Sundays

I can see this take place already,

me tracing my coffee cup with the tips of my fingers and you,

you pulling questions and answers from the limitless thoughts

that seem to occur in your head.

Let's go back and forth

answer each other's questions

and get to know where we are coming from

and where we are going.

eleven minutes left on the Panera clock.

You’re funny, you know.

In the way that you speak, and the way that you move.

Carelessly, clumsily, yet with a sense that you know exactly what you are doing.

Your words: Biting and definitive, yet fluid and transient.

My darling you are a paradox.

I would love for you to be

[my paradox].

Dearest Sobrino,

Lo siento por nunca visitando tu.

You could never fully understand that sorrow that I feel at this time for leaving you in Muskegon to pursue an education. I miss you everyday more and more and I cry at night thinking about how you do not know me and I do not know the person you are becoming.

Darling,

You are my heart.

I carry you in my heart.

There are very few people in the world that will love you as unconditionally as I.

If you decide that you want to play an instrument, I'll get you lessons.

If you decide you want to skateboard, i'll buy you knee pads.

If you want to learn, I will get you education.

You are everything.

You will never be nothing.

Sincerely,

Unconditional love.

Sorrow Drips into Your Heart Through a Pinhole

Just like a faucet that leaks, there is comfort in the sound.

I'm sleepy,

but I have meetings and laundry and homework and blahblahblah

and if you go on another rant about the social system and how it's fucked up

I will hang my self with my Ipod charger

#nolie

The only emotion

I don't have almost absolute control over whether or not other people see it

is jealousy.